Thursday, November 11, 2004

Extract from my letter to Esther

I simply cannot come to terms with the fact that exams are starting. I can hardly believe the first week of school is over even. You know how some people seem to slip into uni life so easily? like they've been waiting their whole lives for it and its the most natural thing? Well, im just the opposite. Everything is a struggle... still feel very much like an alien on campus. It's not so much not having friends and all, but its just that the whole idea of uni life itself, the school, the surroundings, feels like a whole other planet. It's not lonely, but sure is surreal.

yep, that's what school is like for me. anyone out there feel the same way?

Last day of term today. But i'm still in denial.

posted by beckyboo @ 2:03 AM

2 Comments:

At 11:34 PM, Blogger Viv said...

Darn, there goes my 2-point advantage for Becky's Song Game of Dooom! :P

You tell me...in my case I just miss JC, plain and simple. I miss it to little bitty pieces. Uni doesn't suck but it's not spectacular the way people say it is. For me what gets me is the fact that you just never get to know people well. It's exist, and brush past similar individuals who just exist as well. And that's all. I guess for me that's the very surreality of it all. It's been a very awkward coming-of-age ritual thing, university. Sometimes I can't believe I'm actually here.

Ye gods and little fishes. (My newfound phrase o th' day!) I am seriously overdistracted. LAST PAPER IN EXACTLY 10 HOURS!!

*hugs* Love ya, dearie. :)

 
At 10:34 PM, Blogger beckyboo said...

yeah V, I miss JC alot too. people are friendly and all in uni, nice people everywhere. but you're right, the friendships just arent deep. but i know i got friends who love me so much more than they get the chance to say. keep me sane. like you! though we dont talk much, you're one of the anchors in my life, one of the things which make me the stable. Kudos to you =)

 

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